This is one of thoughs days when I rather stay in bed under the covers. It is grey outside and it has been snowing! A wet heavy snow, not the light one. I really do want summer now! Nice long days in the sun and short hot nights by the lake…. That is life! sipping red wine listnening to the quietness surrounding the lake and the forrest. (The only sound are the mosquitoues….) But I can take that, just as long as I get the warmth and the sun. 

But now it is still not summer and winter is still in charge! Death is still in control of it all,(or so he thinks!) So I wish that I could do like the bears and harbonate. Wake up after all this is gone and have a great summer. 

But as it is in life, You have to take it as it comes.One day you are on top, the next you do not know what hit you. Be true to yourself, becaue nobody else will. When it comes down to it only you can live your life weather it is a great one or a bad one. When you later look back upon what you have done, it should be with no regrets or at least as few of them as possible. It should not be why did I not do that! When you leave this world and is standing in front of your maker you will have to remember that the life you had was given by Him and weather you belive or not does not matter when you have to face all the things you could have done to make it just as you would have wanted to. 

To understand that life is so much more than just what might be around the next bend, is a big step. It is  a step better taken before you stand there woundering if this was all that was? Just a long road t transport one self from the cradle to the grave and beyond. Because when you see that greatness that is life and embrace it wih your soul and heart, then you can become that person you were ment to be. 

So do not wait  to live your life, it is not greener on the other side, nothing better will await after any bend. Take contorl of your life, live it to the fullest, so when time comes you can say "Thank you and see y´all in a while!" I´ll go with a smile to see what truely is on the other side, to a place you yet can not follow. Here I will wait for you by the lake sipping red wine watching the sun set behind the pine trees.

God Bless and take care

 It is Friday afternoon and soon time to hit the road. I have a feeling it is going to be an intressting evening. What can happen on a Friday night? What can not happen? Life is to short to waste! One day you will stand befor your maker woundering what did happen. Did you acctually get somethig done or was it all a waste? Will anyone remember you, or will you be swept away like dust in the wind? 

Life is short and fragile! take care of it and all that comes with it! It is a gift of the most pressous kind, given to you. What you do with it is up to you, but take care so that it does not just go away! Life is something to care, love and cherrish! When your time is up upon this stage you better have done your best, because you will not get a second chance! So instead of sulikng and hide from it all I suggest you pull yourself up and get a grip on yourself! 

Life goes on now, not tomorrow or next week! If you do not hold on to it, you might loose it and dissapear. Who will remember someone that did nothing at all but sit around and sulk? You have so much to give before your end is here! So take life by the throat and get back in the drivers seat! but do it now, before that dreadful knock upon your door. On the other end who is it, but Death! To bring you home and end your earthly road. So take care and grab on to life with a laugh and all that it can offer!

God Bless and take care!

 Well, being viciously sneak ataced by a mean cold and the sniffles can bring down the mood of any  one. Right now I am feeling like I have been hit by a train! (But without the messiness.) It is good then that Savior Machine, Coriolis and Jagged Doctrine do exist. It is a very good way to get energized. 

This is around the time when I start to wounder how it would feel to have tea with Death. (Not that I feel like I am dying, or that I want to die right now.) No, I just imagen that it would be a very quiet tea, because what do you talk to Death about? Can you actually descuss life with Death, or is it what happens after life? Pre or post death, might be a topic. What are the sights of must see in the after life? Or is it straight to  Big Daddy?  But can you ask Death these things, or can you discuss every day things like what was on TV last night? Or where did time go? 

I wounder what Death would answer…. Will Death answer? I also wounder what tea Death would prefer, green, black, with or without sugar and milk. Will Death eat cookies, or is  a cake better? Grave yard cake and tea, sounds delicious! I do not think that Death can say no to a Grave yard cake and tea. 

So when I have my tea with Death that is what I will have. It is a very prominent guest to have, so I hope I do good. I will not get a second chance to correct an error and I would die of shame if I screwd up a one in a death chance like that.

God Bless and take care.

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I can hear the snow melt and dripp down from the roofs. The ground is icy and slippery, with lots of bumps that could make you fall. Just so is lifes road too, full of slippery spots, bumps and weird turns to set you on your behind or make you fall flat on your face.

How you fall is not important, it is how you get up and continue your way in life that counts. You could have a great fall like Humty Dumty, but with help you could get back up and continue. Even less hard falls can hurt, but you bounce back faster from them. To smooth the bumps out you can look at them as the lessons in life and learn from them.

If you do not learn from your bumps, you might end up alone and missrable. By the time the bell tolls and Death knocks upon your door it will be to late to fix and for a nother chance. No regrets can be made then. When Death comes knocking to take you away after your last cup of tea.
God Bless and take care.

 So it is Monday, old viking meaning for the day of the moon and our frist day of the week. I am to go weeee over that? No! I do not like  Mondays, they are usually boring, tiersome and dull. It is a long way to Friday and weekend,(which is as allways to short). the snow is still thick all over and it is cold again. Yey,(nope). I do long for warm summer nights by the river side, or why not the cemetary. (No, i have not yet gone completely insane). But the stillness and peace that is foud on a cemetary can not be found on any other place on earth. 

A slow walk by the lake is a given, just bring the necessary poison for the bloodsucking little critters. A late night swim could be fun, especailly if you combine it with a BBQ Southern style! Yeeha!  Well I think I have to wait a bit longer for that to happen. Meenwhile I might as well do my best in pretending that it is all ok. Even if it is dark, cold and gloomy right now, it could have been worse. It could have been a blizard or a huricane, instead there is -13 something Celsius and a clear blue sky with a nice sun! 

 So what do I do when I feel the darkness trying to break through? When it feels like forever and the bucket list would be the only sane thing to do.(Especially the after death bucket list.) Well, not much! i kick back, krank the volume up and listen to some good wholesome music! 

So I think I will do that today the day of the moon! i will hope that by tomorrow is a better day. At least it is onen day closer to summer.

Take care and God Bless!

Yes it is Friday! It is snowing and the sky is darkish. It is not that cold, but I long for summer and long days not doing much.

Life is short, so way waist it on stress and other bad feelings. Why not go out with a smile? Instead of dying with your boots on, die with a big smile! Allways will it anoy someone to the rim of insanity!

I think that it is intressting that people stress theirselves to death, just so that they can have the latest of everything. That you can not take anything with you when you die apparently does not apply to them. I for one take the Harley through life(Black with flames). So when it comes to hit the bucket I will be going with a big smile hopeing that someone will die of envy!

God Bless and take care!

Well, we have had a blizard here and it stayed for two days! So not only was it dark, it was a full storm outside as well! Just like life, it gets dark at times and then the storm hits you from behind. It blindsides you and makes you fall!

At this, the darkest hour all alone in the howling storm your next move will eather save you or kill you! Face your deamons, or run? What should it be? Well have you ever tried to run in a storm? Hmm, thougth so. Better face the desmons, or you will get yourself killed. Feel like it is to much to dace on your own? Call your best friend and ask him or her to hold your hand and support you through this dark part of your life. We all hit a bump in the road, get cought in the storm and have the darkness trying to eat us alive! That is the time when you get your best friend to help you get you bsck on track.

So instead of letting the sarkness and blizard get to you, reach out and ask your friends for help. I know that a great friend will come to your aid and help you back up. So instead of letting the darkness and storm get to you, give it a well deserved kick in the rear end! Do not try to out run it, face your desmons and deal with them. That is the only way to get out of the darkness and storms.
God bless and take care!

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So another day with snow falling and the sun hiding behind a white sky. The darkness is not as heavy any more, slowly is the light coming back. It is sneaking in through the same back door that the darkness used when it came creeping back last time. I long for the endless summer nights by the lake. Long evening walks and maby a midnight swim….

Nothing seems impossible right now! The sun is returning and with it the warmth and green grass. I want to sit on the balcony and sip hot tea or why not wine or Absinthe. (Yes I said it.) The green drink that might or might not have turned people in to loony toons. The dangerous part that supposedly did that has been taken out of the equation. Well, I guess that it is safe to say that it could be interesting to try it. (I have never had it, but have heard that it is supposed to be very good.) So I hope I can treat my self to some this summer.

Yes, I am not as gloomy as I usually am, but well even I can be occasionally happy. So now you have seen that side of me as well! ( I hope I did not scare you.)

Take care.
God Bless!

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Well, it is cold and dark when I wake up. A tiny little light comes through as I walk over to the bus stop. The cold is trying to sneak under my layers of clothes. It would like to get right in to my bones. I do my best to keep it on the outside, so that I can remain warm for at least a little longer. All around me are others trying to do just the same, try to stay warm a bit longer. But it is almost impossible to do standing still. Thinking of warmer places is not helping, just reminds me of how really cold it is here and now! I wish I was back in my warm bed rolled up close o my hubby. It is so hard to get up in the mornings when it is so cold that you need almost all your outdoor clothes to keep warm and eat your breakfast!

It is hard to justify why to get up when it is still dark. So the darkness and the cold has gotten a grip over this side of the world. It tries to creep deep inside and take over. I for one is not going to let that happen. I try to dress warm for the season, but not only on my body I need to dress my soul and my heart to stand against the cold and the darkness. That is an everyday battle, to not let the master of deception move in. I trust in Him that brings the light and the warmth back. I dress as to shelter from cold weather it is from the winter cold and darkness or the spiritual cold and darkness. I will put my trust in Him that is the light and the warmth.

Take care.
God Bless!

Outside the window is the snow dalling heavy. It  helps to bring some light in this  time of utter darkness. Far away can you see the light, but still not close enough to touch…. As usual people are in a hurry somewhere, destination unknown. Heads down, hats on and scarfs covering everything but the eyes. A typical winter afternoon.

It feels good right now, being inside looking out on the people passing by. Soon I will have to join the rat race to go home. But right now I have no other place but here. A piano is playing somewhere in the house, a very dark tone probably from Faust. I am relaxing in a nice chair with my tea.

I am soon leaving to go home. Take care and God Bless.