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The day of the moon

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 So it is Monday, old viking meaning for the day of the moon and our frist day of the week. I am to go weeee over that? No! I do not like  Mondays, they are usually boring, tiersome and dull. It is a long way to Friday and weekend,(which is as allways to short). the snow is still thick all over and it is cold again. Yey,(nope). I do long for warm summer nights by the river side, or why not the cemetary. (No, i have not yet gone completely insane). But the stillness and peace that is foud on a cemetary can not be found on any other place on earth. 

A slow walk by the lake is a given, just bring the necessary poison for the bloodsucking little critters. A late night swim could be fun, especailly if you combine it with a BBQ Southern style! Yeeha!  Well I think I have to wait a bit longer for that to happen. Meenwhile I might as well do my best in pretending that it is all ok. Even if it is dark, cold and gloomy right now, it could have been worse. It could have been a blizard or a huricane, instead there is -13 something Celsius and a clear blue sky with a nice sun! 

 So what do I do when I feel the darkness trying to break through? When it feels like forever and the bucket list would be the only sane thing to do.(Especially the after death bucket list.) Well, not much! i kick back, krank the volume up and listen to some good wholesome music! 

So I think I will do that today the day of the moon! i will hope that by tomorrow is a better day. At least it is onen day closer to summer.

Take care and God Bless!

Friday!!!!!!

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Yes it is Friday! It is snowing and the sky is darkish. It is not that cold, but I long for summer and long days not doing much.

Life is short, so way waist it on stress and other bad feelings. Why not go out with a smile? Instead of dying with your boots on, die with a big smile! Allways will it anoy someone to the rim of insanity!

I think that it is intressting that people stress theirselves to death, just so that they can have the latest of everything. That you can not take anything with you when you die apparently does not apply to them. I for one take the Harley through life(Black with flames). So when it comes to hit the bucket I will be going with a big smile hopeing that someone will die of envy!

God Bless and take care!

 

Blizard!

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Well, we have had a blizard here and it stayed for two days! So not only was it dark, it was a full storm outside as well! Just like life, it gets dark at times and then the storm hits you from behind. It blindsides you and makes you fall!

At this, the darkest hour all alone in the howling storm your next move will eather save you or kill you! Face your deamons, or run? What should it be? Well have you ever tried to run in a storm? Hmm, thougth so. Better face the desmons, or you will get yourself killed. Feel like it is to much to dace on your own? Call your best friend and ask him or her to hold your hand and support you through this dark part of your life. We all hit a bump in the road, get cought in the storm and have the darkness trying to eat us alive! That is the time when you get your best friend to help you get you bsck on track.

So instead of letting the sarkness and blizard get to you, reach out and ask your friends for help. I know that a great friend will come to your aid and help you back up. So instead of letting the darkness and storm get to you, give it a well deserved kick in the rear end! Do not try to out run it, face your desmons and deal with them. That is the only way to get out of the darkness and storms.
God bless and take care!

Summer is closing in.

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http://youtu.be/_dt2WZbCeWo

So another day with snow falling and the sun hiding behind a white sky. The darkness is not as heavy any more, slowly is the light coming back. It is sneaking in through the same back door that the darkness used when it came creeping back last time. I long for the endless summer nights by the lake. Long evening walks and maby a midnight swim….

Nothing seems impossible right now! The sun is returning and with it the warmth and green grass. I want to sit on the balcony and sip hot tea or why not wine or Absinthe. (Yes I said it.) The green drink that might or might not have turned people in to loony toons. The dangerous part that supposedly did that has been taken out of the equation. Well, I guess that it is safe to say that it could be interesting to try it. (I have never had it, but have heard that it is supposed to be very good.) So I hope I can treat my self to some this summer.

Yes, I am not as gloomy as I usually am, but well even I can be occasionally happy. So now you have seen that side of me as well! ( I hope I did not scare you.)

Take care.
God Bless!

The cold darkness has finally gotten the grip of us up here!

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Well, it is cold and dark when I wake up. A tiny little light comes through as I walk over to the bus stop. The cold is trying to sneak under my layers of clothes. It would like to get right in to my bones. I do my best to keep it on the outside, so that I can remain warm for at least a little longer. All around me are others trying to do just the same, try to stay warm a bit longer. But it is almost impossible to do standing still. Thinking of warmer places is not helping, just reminds me of how really cold it is here and now! I wish I was back in my warm bed rolled up close o my hubby. It is so hard to get up in the mornings when it is so cold that you need almost all your outdoor clothes to keep warm and eat your breakfast!

It is hard to justify why to get up when it is still dark. So the darkness and the cold has gotten a grip over this side of the world. It tries to creep deep inside and take over. I for one is not going to let that happen. I try to dress warm for the season, but not only on my body I need to dress my soul and my heart to stand against the cold and the darkness. That is an everyday battle, to not let the master of deception move in. I trust in Him that brings the light and the warmth back. I dress as to shelter from cold weather it is from the winter cold and darkness or the spiritual cold and darkness. I will put my trust in Him that is the light and the warmth.

Take care.
God Bless!