It started yestrday evening. My pain was worse than usual. Not even a tiny little warning, but there it was just like someone took a knife and twisted it around in my hip!

So with very little sleep and painkillers in the system I am at work trying to get something done. I wish this day could go a little faster, so that I can go home and feel like spaced out. Ever had that feeling? I was bored out of my scull last night, but I had no strenght to get up and find something to do…. So I stayed in bed stairing at nothing but darkness, trying to sleep. It was very long hours there in the dark…. So this day is in the coma drooling zombie state…. Yes I am physically here, but my brain is out of order!

I am trying to get myself together, but it is not really working…. Maby it will be better tomorrow…. 

One good thing today was that we lit candels at the breakfast table this morning! It was nice and relaxing to eat with only candle light watching the sun come up. 

Take care!